Abnegating Cecity [demo Version '90] Lyrics - Rare Trax - Meshuggah

Your words such unessential lies 

Refract my barred up eyes 

You all tell me I'm confined 

in my "shell of hallucinations" 

So try and make me realise 

Break my secure enclosure 

Just try and I know you'll make me laugh 

To hell with your damn comprehension 

You belabour me for past and present mishaps 

as if I had the might of alteration 

You've had your trips into my brain, I know you begrudge 

Now let me leave for my amenity 

So you see, you whitecoated freak 

I don't need your allegations 

Instead join me to sanity's end 

with my sweet needle of salvation 

Increasing needs 

OF MY ONLY FRIEND 

The one I trust 

He runs in my veins 

HIDES ME AWAY 

Under his soothing crust 

MADNESS REIGNS 

You're no longer in charge of my alluring illusions 

that takes me wherever I want, my 

MALNUTRIATED MALICE 

rises strong and makes me the ruler of 

EARTH, WIND AND FIRE 

as reality fades, I'm a king on clouds 

The selfpity no longer runs in my veins I'm a 

MALEVOLENT REVELATION please let me stay, 

GIVE ME MORE 

LEFT OUT, Dragged down into emptyness 

Drowning in floods of misunderstanding 

WHY do you all look aside, 

You're ripping my dignity AWAY 

Inside identity is leaking out 

REALIZATION is catching up on me 

My needs bashes false immortality 

into my affected being...chaos 

Cravings of delight 

slowly eats my soul 

Trapped within myself 

Defraying my own lies 

Bewalling my demise 

Deep penury...internally 

I feel marred by errors, can't you see 

my desires are calling for me 

The sovereign of abnegations, 

swings his feelers for a new relation 

Come, mesmerize my oppressive mind 

Tear apart these vehement cravings 

Give me something to live for, bring me back 

from my purgatory of obsessions 

Increasing needs 

OF MY ONLY FRIEND 

The one I trust 

He runs in my veins 

HIDES ME AWAY 

Under his soothing crust