I Really Loved Harold Lyrics - Singles - Melanie

They told me when I was little 

I'd go to heaven, if I was good. 

Now I'm a long way from little 

'Cause I tried to find heaven, 'cause I thought that I could 

I thought that I could. 

And I thought I loved Harold and I really loved John, 

I really loved Alphy and I almost loved Tom. 

I loved them so easy and I loved them so free, 

So I don't think that heaven will wanna love me. 

Hallo, song of the willow, 

The dreams under my pillow turned to tears that I cried. 

Beauty and love are our riddle, 

Never to answer but always to try, 

And boy, did I try? 

I tried with Harold and I tried with John, 

I tried with Alphy and almost with Tom. 

I left myself open for the whole world to see, 

Now the world is the heaven that won't accept me. 

I said goodbye to Harold and goodbye to John, 

Goodbye to Alphy and goodbye to Tom 

'Cause I loved them so easy and I loved them so free, 

So I don't think that heaven will wanna love me. 

Oh say, can you see, by the dawn's early light 

No light will shine me?