This Time Lyrics - Melanie C

I've been practicing all day 

Now the words I meant to say are gone 

I promised that I wouldn't cry 

Told myself I had to try and hold on 

The truth I lied, I hate myself inside 

And why I played the game and paid the price 

I never look back, I never cry 

Never try to wonder why 

I'll be on my own and never doubt 

Never shout or wonder how 

I'll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time 

This time I will 

I've been wide awake all night 

There's no sign of sleep inside my mind 

The headlight shadows scan my wall 

I convince myself you'll call in time 

The truth I lied, the girl in me has died 

And why I played the game and paid the price 

I never look back, I never cry 

Never try to wonder why 

I'll be on my own and never doubt 

Never shout or wonder how 

I'll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time 

This time I will 

This time I will be yours completely 

This time I'll make sure you don't hate me 

This time I know, this time I can 

And this time I will 

I never look back, I never cry 

Never try to wonder why 

I'll be on my own and never doubt 

Never shout or wonder how 

I'll never be lonely until this time, this time, this time 

This time I will 

I've been practicing all day 

Now the words I meant to say are gone...