I Realize Lyrics - Better Than Blood - Megan Mccauley

Everyone I thought I count on, has let me die. 

Everyone I thought I could lean on, Has made me cry. 

Everytime I close my eyes there's nothing there. 

Feeling empty is all I have left, There's nothing else to bare. 

And I realize, that I've lost my mind. 

And I realize, that I am the lie. 

It's over, my time to shine. 

I'm already dead, so why can't I die. 

Everything I thought I could see, has disappeared. 

Everything I thought I could be, Has been drown by fear. 

Somehow it seems all I can do, is sit and stare. 

Somehow nothing good seems to last, or was it ever there? 

And I realize, that I've lost my mind. 

And I realize, that I am the lie. 

It's over, my time to shine. 

I'm already dead, so why can't I die. 

Somehow it seems all I can do, is sit and stare. 

Somehow nothing good seems to last... 

And I realize, that I've lost my mind. 

And I realize, that I am the lie. 

It's over, my time to shine. 

I'm already dead, so why can't I... 

Realize, that I've lost my mind. 

I'm already dead, so why can't I die