Traumatized Lyrics - Dreams & Nightmares - Meek Mill

It really hurt me when they killed Shotty 

I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it 

And when they killed Diddy, left him out in Philly 

We was young and gettin' money, man we used to run the city 

We was rockin' all them shows, fuckin' all them hoes 

And when they killed Power had to see him froze on the ground 

Downtown, I can hear the sounds now 

When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down 

I drop tears for my niggas that ain't hear 

And still think about you even though that it been years 

Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead 

All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head 

Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes 

Saw death comin', when she seen it she just cried 

Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high 

When I find the nigga that killed my daddy know I'mma ride 

Hope you hear me, I'mma kill you nigga 

To let you know that I don't feel you nigga 

Yea, you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry 

So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide 

Cause I was only a toddler, you left me traumatized 

You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time 

So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you 

And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga 

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I know, I know, I know, I know 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry 

So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you 

And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga 

And I ain't ready 

Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy 

I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees 

But I got this mac elevy, these niggas'll never get me 

Lord knows, I got alotta homies in the dirt 

Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth 

Really over nothin', tell me what it's worth 

Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt 

I Rose from the jungle like Derrick 

Death to anybody that oppose my spirit 

My future lookin' brighter than this rose I'm starin' at 

We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish 

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Rest in peace to my niggas, I swear I miss them to death 

My? murda music, I'll let you listen to death 

I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest 

Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness 

I'm gone 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry 

So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you 

And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga 

Man my life so real 

Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills 

Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil 

And I make a hundred thousand every time a nigga spill 

Man I almost got murked in front of the same church 

My dad got carried in, family got married in 

That was in my older days, this is now, that was then 

Had the block jumpin' for them dollars, Shawn Marion 

Young nigga gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant 

Homie need the bail, for them bonds we'll bury 'em 

Lock 'em like a terrier 

Breakin' all barriers 

Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius 

Cause cops tryna catch me, niggas tryna clap me 

Haters runnin at me, know they wanna get at me 

And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy 

I did it for my niggas, and I did this shit for Kathy 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry 

So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

I know, I know, I know, I know 

So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you 

And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga