Going Under Lyrics - Marillion

Is it wrong to talk to myself even when there's nobody else? 

I'm just checkin' out that I'm not gone under the water 

Thrown on the beach like a seal ready for slaughter 

Can't you understand that the way things were planned 

It never worked out so I would just went crazy 

I took to the drink, like something says it's maybe 

I ain't got no excuse and that's really the news 

Got nothing else to say, that it's my way, it's always my way 

I seem to be runnin' away so often 

I'll try anything once and that's the way we should be 

But it's always the same gettin' caught up again in a habit, a habit 

But I just can't shake off the way it always turned out