Internal Dialogue Lyrics - Apparently Unaffected - Maria Mena

It must have been hard; staying in line 

knowing your influences did it all the time 

It must have been strange; living in blue 

and see me shut down as though 

it was an easy thing to do 

But you could tell where I had been 

by the way I held my gun 

Trying to write anything while being 

mocked b an off beat drum 

But I was not honest 

I was not healthy 

I was not honest, honest. 

You did the right thing covered your scars 

Challenged your faith 

and closed your eyes driving cars 

For all that they knew you were safe home 

But you went through hell 

whenever you were left alone 

But you could see where I had been 

in the pictures that they took 

I tied to look positive at things, 

Faced myself but didn't look 

That was not honest 

I was not healthy 

I am not honest, honest. 

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes 

There's no need to cling to unnecessary lies 

The voice in your head whose spirit you stole 

left you for dead but you dug the hole