Special/blown It (delete As Appropriate) Lyrics - Mansun

I've blown it in every single way 

Screwed every single chance that came 

You're a super star in waiting for the silver screen 

Then the pressure came, swept away in a tidal wave 

Could be all of you, still awake at noon 

Blew my chances in a tragic flurry, sweeping apathy 

Buy all my food from the B.P.store when the night kicks in 

I'm turning my back on everyone, I've blown everything I've ever done 

I've fucked it up, shot my load 

Spewed onto the motorway shoulder 

Could have been somebody special 

I'm not such a tragic waste of space 

I could bring happiness to people 

Just one more greatest hits, stuff for the devotees 

The same old faces came, they love their summer spectaculars 

By the grace of god could be up by noon 

I'm not a tragic waster but I can't stay focused for my apathy 

They could have bought me a brand new car and a house in France 

I've really blown it now, blew it all away, on a whim, whim 

Fucked it up, shot my load 

Spewed onto the motorway shoulder 

I could have been somebody special 

Sat on my own for far too long 

Things should have been so different now 

Life looks so confusing through my window bay 

Just to see a face, really pleased when the gas man comes 

Could be all of you still awake at noon 

Blew my chances in a tragic flurry of apathy 

All my free food from a B.P. store when the night kicks in 

I've really blown it now, blew it all away on a whim, on a whim 

Because I fucked it up, shot my load 

Spewed onto the motorway shoulder 

I could have been somebody special