How Can I Love Lyrics - Singles - Manika

If I confessed to you 

That it's all been a show 

My heart is bleeding blue 

I can't stand myself at all 

And what I dread the most 

Is if I let you too close 

You'll see shadows haunting me 

And you will leave me ghost 

How can I love when I don't even like me? 

How can I love when it feels like I'm drowning? 

I can't escape this overwhelming pain 

I wish there was a way I could be saved 

How can I love when I don't even like me? 

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I wish there was a way, to open my heart to you 

I feel so far away, laying here next to you 

So I put on my mask, and I paint on my smile 

Maybe one day I'll have the strength to let you see all my scars 

How can I love when I don't even like me? 

How can I love when it feels like I'm drowning? 

I can't escape this overwhelming pain 

I wish there was a way I could be saved 

How can I love when I don't even like me? 

Look up and down, I'm surrounded by darkness 

Demons all around, they've turned me into heartless 

Colder than a glacier 

I wish I could erase the hate that I've felt and the scars that I have 

And I'm drowning in tears, and I'm drowning shame 

And I can't escape my fears or any of this pain 

To the girl who stares me in the mirror, don't let them see who you really are 

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How can I love when I don't even like me? 

How can I love when it feels like I'm drowning? 

I can't escape this overwhelming pain 

I wish there was a way I could be saved 

How can I love when I don't even like me? 

How can I love when it's something I don't know? 

Oh no 

How can I love when I don't even like me?