House Of Cards Lyrics - Madina Lake

It's late at night the world's asleep 

And I'm trying not to think 

I take some pills 'cuz my mind bleeds 

I'm thinking what is wrong with me 

Because the only thing I know 

About honesty 

Is every lie I've told 

That you believed 

I'm afraid to be alone 

I'm afraid that one day you'll find out 

And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep 

You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies 

Well, I'm too afraid to come clean 

'Cuz my life's still free in the house of cards 

Now I can't look you in your eyes 

Because the guilt is killing me 

I try to disconnect my heart again 

Just so I can breathe 

I wanna be myself again 

But I just can't 'cuz 

I'm afraid to be alone 

I'm afraid that one day you'll find out 

And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep 

You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies 

Well, I'm too afraid to come clean 

'Cuz my life's still free in the house of cards 

It's such a shame what I've become 

After years of breaking down 

My whole life has come undone 

'Cuz I'm trying to fake it all 

And I know that you love someone 

But that someone isn't me 

Well, [Incomprehensible] 

And you'll be amazed at the secrets I keep 

You'll be amazed at my mouth full of lies 

Well, I'm too afraid to come clean 

'Cuz my life's still free in the house of cards 

You'll be amazed 

You'll be amazed