Toby" (ticci-toby) Lyrics - Madame Macabre

"It shouldn't be this hard to just live your life, 

Beat and torn apart by this pointless strife, 

Targeted for something I can't control, 

Afraid that what came next was inevitable." 

"Ostracized and weak my head starts to spin, 

Should have cut them down but I let them win, 

All my foundations crumble away, 

Like an aging rope it all begins to fray." 

"Cue the voices and illusions fighting against twisted fusions, 

Whispering that resisting the urge is useless, 

See him in the shadows he is closer God he always follows, 

Try to shake these visions but I can't he's ruthless." 

"All torn apart my reality distorts, 

Cannot go home without him I am alone, 

Hatchet in hand all I have and all I am, 

End of the line but the darkness tells me I'll be fine." 

"After losing her I just lost control, 

All this mental anguish had took its toll, 

Oh he had it coming I'll tell you that, I'll no longer act as his breathing doormat." 

"So I took the axe and buried it deep into his back, 

All those years of fear and dread unleashed this hatred, Panic started to set in and I could hear a distant siren, 

I set fire to it all and welcomed my downfall." 

"All torn apart my reality distorts, 

Cannot go home without him I am alone, 

Hatchet in hand all I have and all I am, 

End of the line but the darkness tells me I'll be fine." 

"Pulled from the flames by the man of many names, Memories lost drained away at a great cost, 

Broken and there is no way to just fix me, 

All I have left is my name I'm just Toby, 

Pulled to this place by the man without a face, 

Memories change could it be what he arranged?, 

Broken but he found away still to use me, 

All I have left is this name only Toby." 

"All torn apart my reality distorts, 

Cannot go home without him I am alone, 

Hatchet in hand all I have and all I am, 

End of the line but the darkness tells me I'll be fine." 

("All torn apart... Cannot go home... Hatchet in hand... End of the line...")