Trephination Lyrics - Supercharger - Machine Head

I used to want to take a drill to my head 

Let the pain out of the hole 

I used to want to cut the veins in my neck 

Cool the blood boiling my soul 

When I wondered, why my daily headaches thundered 

Tried to buffer, pushing down the pain I suffered 

Mutilated, feeling so humiliated 

Cannot wash the dirt off underneath my skin 

There was part of me left far behind 

When at the age of five years old 

I had my innocence taken from me 

Emptiness would fill the hole 

Now a second grader, thinking why I don't feel better 

Why I'm filthy, why the hell I feel so guilty 

When drawing stickmen of pornographic men and women 

Thinking all the time there's something wrong with me 

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Everyday, for three years, from dawn 'til dusk a migraine 

Would take me and break me 

And it'd cripple me so much that 

In dreams, it'd seem, with a hole in my temple 

That I could probably make my headaches finally go away 

Trephination 

Trephination 

The enemy, inside of me 

Won't let me free 

Wants me to bleed 

And after three years now my headaches wear off 

For reasons not quite to me known 

The acupuncture needles sticking my skin 

Pushed them down as far as they'd go 

But now I'm older and now inside my anger smoulders 

From depression, to fighting taking out my vengeance 

Consequences, now I'd question during sex if... 

"Is this how it fuckin' feels or am I fakin' it?" 

No longer the child that, you left there at the bart tracks 

I'm now at seventeen, left in an empty blankness 

On drugs, with thugs I'm thinking "Goddamn?" 

I'm going to be a failure in the gutter passed out 

Trephination 

Trephination 

This enemy, inside of me 

Won't let me free 

Wants me to bleed 

Now I'm older and in this man an anger smoulders 

Now I'm thinking a hole in you is what I'm seeing 

Your depression, is the dent I kick in you in vengeance 

Consequences are the pain I'd give to you 

I know that I'm dreaming, but in this dream I go in 

Go through it, and end it 

And though I'd never do it 

I'm killing you, hand on the trigger - pull it 

Your final thought'll be a bullet in your fuckin' head 

Trephination 

Trephination 

This enemy, inside of me 

I'm now killing 

To make me free