Story Of The Stairs Lyrics - General Admission - Machine Gun Kelly

And that was a dark depressing time for him, you know 

He did had one visit with his mother I think 

During the time that he lived with me and she brought 

Him a huge box fill with gifts you know clothes and all 

Kinds of little goodies and stuff and it sat in the corner 

Untouched, literally for months he'd never opened anything just 

Left the box there 

What's goin' on in your mind when someone you haven't seen 

Since you were nine is out on your door step right now 

Rewind, remember that one time when Marco showed up 

On the front door we found out he escaped from a psych ward 

And stole grandma's car, rest her soul 

I know that's off topic, but I miss her so 

So ironic that she was blind but told me I'm handsome 

I was every time that I walked in through the door 

Can't lie say it was easy being fourteen on February fourteenth 

Watching a body die in my arms 

Then have to go to a school that I hated with my grades indicated that i don't give a fuck what's 

going on a couple hours later on 

And not to mention that one bitch that I loved 

By the way I call her bitch because she was 

Wanted me to catch another man fucking her 

Invited me over, told me to come into the front, come up stairs 

And say what's up and there she was little slut 

I was broken hearted should of broke that bitch's jaw 

Just for playin' me like a chump 

But I step into the garage grab one 

Of her brother's rifles, went outside, and shot that other 

Mothafucka's truck up 

I guess that's what lead me to cuffs 

Becomin' common in my life like funerals was 

Daddy's less common now he gave up after he had the judge to 

Pin a fuckin felony on his son funny enough me and aunt Bonnie 

Are even closer start to feel some weight lift off his shoulder 

Till i piled back on when a [?] told her she got breast cancer and 

Might not live much longer, fast forward the women i call my mother isn't my mother 

or even blood but that's how much i love 

Her and i feel [?] cause the doorbells i call her maybe i ain't ready for it, what 

should i wear? fuck that i ain't going down there i waited over a decade for closure 

why should i receive it if it might not be something i want to hear in the mirror 

is a empty reflection and in my head i question i want to ask like where the fuck 

did you go? 

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Why did you turn my birthdays into the worst days every year that you didn't show? 

and if you must know i didn't turn out to be much else fell in trouble fell face first 

through a pile of hell took four snuffs of the devils and my manager helping me cause 

i couldn't take a piss by myself but i did get a record deal and all my records got 

that making of a legend feel and i did have a daughter who i promise the way that 

way you made me felt is the way she will never, feel flip a benadryl on my cup fuck 

it im sickin up pit in my stomach, clenching all my muscles stiffin up, i ain't been 

this nervous since i got [?] over a surface cover with ashes and jump took a [?] sit 

it down [?] my chucks reach for the door but my hands sweaty I'm anxious as fuck couldn't 

even hit the stairs without remembering how many years i was there waiting to see 

your car pull up, huh 

Now you saying she's right there, now you saying she's right there? 

You telling me if I open up this door right here that she'll been standing right 

there? 

Huh, and after all these years am I wrong for having this fear 

And of meeting the reflection that was missing in the mirror 

Open up the door and then I see her 

*Opens door* 

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