Belonging To No One Lyrics - Lovex

Im hanging on a threat 

So much in me feels sick but I only want 

To confront 

Whats meant for me with a hint of dignity 

Dreadful to see 

A life lived as a slave for the industry 

Smothered fantasies 

Gone down the drain along with the poison running through the vein 

Ive felt the temptation 

Pleasure gained by addiction 

But I wont trade my pride for feeling good 

Ill suffer just as much as I need to 

(Chorus) 

Im not the one whos waiting for you 

I wont give in, I belong to no one 

I am not the one with a guilty conscience 

But is it wrong to belong to no one 

I learned the hard way 

To appreciate myself too much to love 

Unconditionally 

But so much control has left a hole in me 

Suspicions wear me down 

I will never be completely free 

Im a servant 

Of my obsession to question everything 

Ive felt the temptation 

Happiness gained by illusions 

But I wont deceive my mind with substitutes 

Ill rather grow as much as I need to 

(Chorus) 

In the midst of chaos 

On these decadent streets 

I stand at the crossroads 

Should I pretend or surrender?