Sad Excuse For A Grip Lyrics - My So Called Knife - Lollipop Lust Kill

Its hard to say if, I am alive 

Disorder runs rampant in my mind 

Loose thoughts slipping through my sad excuse for a grip 

Random ideas bouncing around like a rubber ball in a rubber room 

Uncatchable 

My mind is going numb 

My mind is going numb 

I find myself tripping in your eyes 

Delusions creeping up from behind 

Sticking, probing, trying everything to falter me 

These floating thoughts will trip me up 

Make you knowing me, psychopathically, impossible 

I have become 

So mentally undone 

I have become 

My mind is going numb 

You have tempted me forever 

Suddenly, my thoughts come into mind 

It seems, I've found the problem that has been plaguing me 

I think of pain, I think of death 

And then I find my mind specifically incredible 

I have become, I have become, I have become 

So mentally undone 

I have become, I have become, I have become 

My mind is going numb 

Dead girls bloom 

I my garden of thought 

Spreading and decaying 

To become one with the silt of my mind 

I have become 

So mentally undone 

I have become 

My mind is going numb 

I have become 

So mentally undone 

I have become 

My mind is going numb