Something I Never Had Lyrics - Speak - Lindsay Lohan

Do you see me? Do you feel me like I feel you? 

Call your number I cannot get through 

You don't hear me and I don't understand 

When I reach out, oh I don't find your hand 

Where they wasted words and did they mean a thing? 

And all that precious time but I still feel so in between 

Some day I just keep pretending 

That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending 

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad 

And I can't keep something that I never had 

Oh I keep tellin' myself things can turn around with time 

And if I wait it out you could always change your mind 

Like a fairy tale oh where it works out in the end 

Can I close my eyes? Have you lying here again 

Then I come back down and then I fade back in 

And then I realize it's just what might have been 

Some day I just keep pretending 

That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending 

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad 

And I can't keep something that I never had 

Am I a shadow on your wall? 

Am I anything at all? Anything to you 

Am I a secret that you keep? 

Do you dream me while your sleeping after all? 

Some day I just keep pretending 

That you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending 

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad 

And I can't keep something that I never had 

That I never had 

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad 

And I can't keep something that I never had 

You don't see me 

You don't feel me like I feel you