Reluctantly Dead Lyrics - If I'm The Devil... - Letlive

The blood on my hands is like drugs on my nose 

I've been confused with someone who's in control 

Of all the things that will happen anyway 

So I'll just continue on the path that I hate 

Cause I'm gonna find my way 

I've been grabbing at sand just to watch it slip away 

I put both my hands up and I started to pray 

That you ain't like me and you'll let me walk away 

But I'll understand it if you choose to kill me 

Would've probably done the same 

I would've probably done the same 

You believe that they came here to protect you 

But see I would rather run 

Cause now the law results in a death 

Once you understand that you've got control 

See I'd be confused for someone you'll never know 

Cause all of those things were gonna happen anyway 

Somewhere within you lies the one that you hate 

I'm gonna fuck myself today 

I'd rather fuck myself today 

You believe that they came here to protect you 

But see I would rather run 

Cause now the law results in a death 

You believe that they came here to protect you 

But see I am not the one 

Cause I will be reluctantly dead 

I'll never be alone again 

But do you realise you're my only friend 

I feel at home again 

Home again 

I'll never be a hooligan 

Yeah I feel that I'm my only friend 

I feel at home again (home again) 

And this is all pretend 

You believe that they came here to protect you 

But see I would rather run 

Cause now the law results in a death 

You believe that they came here to protect you 

But see I am not the one 

Cause I will be reluctantly dead