Forty-one False Starts Lyrics - Leonardo's Bride

I've been feeling like the old man and the sea, 

You asked me if I was over it, 

I'll never be, 

It's all been torn apart, 

Forty-one false starts. 

If I could be so brave, 

A little lenny bruce, like I didn't care. 

I'm working on it, 

I am working, 

See these hands are so very tired. 

I feel like such a loser on some dumb crusade. 

I feel so caught between this whole love and hate thing. 

So what if I wear a bullseye on my heart, 

Forty-one false starts. 

So much is left unsaid. 

I wanted to clear the air, 

You said it was perfectly clear. 

I'm working on it, 

I am working, 

See these hands are so very tired.