#1 Fan Lyrics - Kj-52

Yo, this is what happened 

Yo, I woke up late it was like ten in the mornin' 

I was still half asleep and sleepy eyed, still yawnin' 

I checked my voice mail to see who'd been callin' 

I turned on my computer, check my email logged on it 

Junk mail, junk mail, dog-gone-it! 

Everybody they just tryin' to sell me they product 

But there was one email that just caught my optic 

It said suicidal, took the mouse and clicked on it 

She said, " Dear KJ, you don't know who I am 

You probably don't care 'cause I'm just another fan 

I doubt you ever read this, now but if ya can 

Sometimes I slash my wrists and even cut my hands 

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And I feel all alone like nobody understands 

And I'm gonna end it tonight, I got the whole thing planned 

Pop pills, leave a note on my night stand 

Signed sincerely, your #1 Fan 

Can someone now please help me? 

Will someone now just please help me? 

Can someone now please help me? 

Will someone now just please help me? 

My heart is poundin' as I start to type back 

Why do you feel this way, do you mind if I ask? 

What's the source and the cause of the pain that you have 

How did you get this way, is it something from the past? 

God cares about you, I hope you understand that 

Please don't end your life, I beg ya please write back 

I finished typin', I sent the email quite fast 

I bowed my head and prayed with all the strength that I had 

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She said, "Man KJ I didn't even know you would write me 

Let me explain why no one could ever like me 

It all started when my father used to strike me 

Raped and confused every since 1990 

He's gone now but I can't put it all behind me 

I tried to run away but my pain would always find me 

Is God really the one who can help me 

Signed tonight, your #1 Fan 

Can someone now please help me? 

Will someone now just please help me? 

Can someone now please help me? 

Will someone now just please help me? 

Dear number one fan, I gotta lot to tell you 

But with the email there is only so much I can help you 

See, I know a Father who could never ever fail you 

He'll give you a love when nobody ever care to 

I know you might feel like everybody hates you 

And you feel like you got no one that you can relate to 

But death feels like the best place to escape to 

But that's a lie that Satan, he just wants to tell you 

I'm sorry that you were abused, your father raped you 

But you gotta get some help 'cause nobody can make you 

I know it,s hard to face but God will give you the strength to 

I know you gots a lot of things you gotta work through 

But with this help I know that you can break through 

I seen it myself all the times that He came through 

He'll be back, tell me what you think of what I sent you 

I'll be prayin', sincerely KJ-52 

Can someone now please help me? 

Will someone now just please help me? 

Can someone now please help me? 

Will someone now just please help me? 

Yo, I'd be pretending if I said this story had a happy endin' 

But after that night I never heard from her again 

That night I tossed and turned lyin' on my bed an' 

Cryin' and prayin' with these thoughts runnin' through my head an' 

Did she do it, take her life, or wind up dead an'? 

Or did she not choose it, just listened to what I said an' 

Maybe, she never got the last one I was sendin' 

Was it my fault, was it something I shoulda mentioned? 

Every mornin' I would just check my email 

Checkin' for any detail, hopin' and prayin' that she's well 

My emails came back sayin' that they'd failed 

No such address for #1 Fan at Hotmail 

Days turned to weeks and weeks turned to months an' 

Time would pass and I just heard nuthin' 

No letter no email no not even just somethin' 

What happened to my #1 Fan, I'm still wonderin' 

Can someone now please help me? 

Will someone now just please help me? 

Can someone now please help me? 

Will someone now just please help me?