A Love Affair With Distance Lyrics - Singles - Kisschasy

I've lost my voice, I've said all I have to say 

Youre thick as porcelain, as clear as cellophane 

I miss the nervous shake, I miss the way it hurts 

The way it killed to think that I had you first 

That I had you first 

So then I force a smile, I take the stage 

Now my knees are weak, I try to concentrate 

Im losing air with every single breathe that I take 

I look into your eyes, I see the chemicals 

You're the whitest white, you've become a ghost 

You're dead to me, so why can't I let you go? 

The phone is like a knife, I drive into my ear 

I had a love affair with distance and with fear 

The bus is like a hearse driving me from her 

She's as black as white, she the perfect curse 

Shes the perfect curse 

So then I force a smile, I take the stage 

Now my knees are weak, I try to concentrate 

Im losing air with every single breathe that I take 

I look into your eyes, I see the chemicals 

You're the whitest white, you've become a ghost 

You're dead to me, so why can't I let you go? 

And if the walls had eyes, we would never lie 

You could come down on me 

And if you saved my life, how could I survive 

You're the one who made me this way 

So then I force a smile, I take the stage 

Now my knees are weak, I try to concentrate 

Im losing air with every single breathe that I take 

I look into your eyes, I see the chemicals 

You're the whitest white, you've become a ghost 

You're dead to me, so why can't I let you go?