Tyco Racing Set And A Christmas Story Fifteen Times Lyrics - Kind Of Like Spitting

Here comes winter trial 

Wishing I could remember being a child 

On my knees again 

Begging for Jesus or maybe an okay friend 

I have been betrayed 

By an anger that broke me, broke me 

Here's to what I could've done 

Another year passes, I still feel on the run 

Pull the winter inside me 

I draw a picture 

But it's not the way you planned, ever 

Round cold Christmas time, I never feel quite real 

My family fucks me up, some wounds don't ever seem to heal 

I get drunk to forget their faces, but part of me misses a home 

His holy infancy won't fill the hole 

Round yon virgin tenderness be kind 

The faithless, they need you more than you realize 

It seems like around Christmas time we're all hanging by thin strings 

I try to dry my eyes but the rain just seems to cling 

Sleep and hope for January