Devil In Disguise Lyrics - Kevin Ross

Where am I going? What I'm living for? 

I rolled the dice on life so tell me what they getting for it 

I'm three shots in, probably depressed 

But crying about my problems ain't gonna get me out this mess 

Ride around playing Scarface, I'm a hard case 

I want to die, but I'm scared of looking in God's face 

Popping pills and powder, trying to kill some hours 

Cause when I'm sober, man I promise I can feel the power 

Of death eating me slowly I'm on my way 

Heaven or Hell? Well that's only for God to say 

I lost some people but I never like to talk about it (nah) 

Hard time, we go through 'em we don't walk around 'em 

I'm too mature to go listen to Black Hippy 

Get trippy, smoke on the sticky, and find a Britney that's pretty, naw 

I know that only pacifies my problem 

There's something deep inside me and I can't seem to resolve it 

My worst days, man I just want to revolver 

My best days I'm blinded by all this fog, huh 

I'm in the ride looking mean, money in the jeans 

Ladies all cling to the fabric like static 

But in the end, you know it's all a bad habit 

Strangers on my Craftmatic, man we all some addicts 

Perfect junkies trying to find who we really are 

Hypnotized by the rims on a pretty car 

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Why? 

Lord I know the truth, but I'm good in my lies 

If loving this is wrong I don't want to be right 

It keeps pulling me down, so I look to the clouds 

There is the devil, the devil in disguise 

They brag about a million dollars like that's supposed to make us whole 

I know better, I seen Jay chase a hundred more 

If he ain't satisfied with it, what's the point in running? 

Just sit here with a blunt and watch these rappers try to stunt 

And break necks for paychecks, if I ain't broke 

I'm still broken; tie a noose into this tightrope 

Then I walk and feel the hellfire on my heels 

But I ain't hurt enough to heal, I don't want to kneel 

If God's real, I believe he became a man 

Otherwise, ain't no other way to understand 

What it's like to be me 

What it's like to be an outcast tempted by all the devil's diseases 

So if it pleases Him to rescue a fool 

I'll be drowning in a pool of liquor to keep cool 

Smoking a Kool, like the old heads do 

Call me Nat King Cole, like I'm gonna spread blue 

Pain a pest, I been trying to smoke it out 

But it never seems to die when I choke it out 

I try to drink it away but my stomach swell 

And what I'm drinking on earth, I'll probably throw up in Hell, well 

Jesus they say You'll take away my cancer 

Accept the mess of a man that I am and give me answers (please) 

They say You died for the selfishness that I'm pursuing 

Before I head to my ruin, turn my eyes to you 

Six shots in and half past sober 

I pray when I wake up the darkness will be over 

God, I'm six shots in, half past sober 

Pray when I wake up the darkness will be over 

Why? 

Lord I know the truth, but I'm good in my lies 

If loving this is wrong I don't want to be right 

It keeps pulling me down, so I look to the clouds 

There is the devil, the devil in disguise