First Time Lyrics - Kelsea Ballerini - Kelsea Ballerini

I put on my make up spray my perfume 

sit on the front porch waiting on you to show up 

you said we would catch up cause it have been awhile 

i hate to admit it but my hands are shaking barely 

breathing heart is racing 

Looks like feelings don't always change there mind 

but you never called never showed up 

guess somethings things never change 

and its just like living in a flash back 

your letting me down again 

and that's why the past should be the past 

far behind back of mind out of the way 

let the memories burn and crash 

cause sitting here looking at the drive way 

its just tearing my heart back in half 

likes nothing change except the time that's past 

and that's why goodbye should mean goodbye the first time 

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i should know better i hate that i still cry 

looking like a fool here looking for headlights 

and kicking my self for believing in you again 

i bet your around drinking 

with a new blonde and telling her whatever is playing is her song 

and helping her up in to your Chevy instead 

even when you don't have me you can still be the one to hurt me 

it must feel good to know that im still holding on to letting go 

and that's why the past should be the past 

far behind back of mind out of the way 

let the memories burn and crash 

cause sitting here looking at the driveway 

its just tearing my heart back in half 

likes nothing change except the time that's past 

and that's why goodbye should mean goodbye the first time 

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and that's why the past should be the past 

far behind back of mind out of the way 

let the memories burn and crash 

cause sitting here looking at the this driveway 

its just tearing my heart back in half 

likes nothing change except the time that's past 

and that's why goodbye should mean goodbye 

so now im letting you go like i should of tried the first time 

the first time