Sucks Lyrics - Kelley James

[chorus] 

It doesn't feel like I'm in the mood to 

It doesn't taste like 'oh' when it used to 

I hate how I'm feeling now 

It sucks when you're not around 

I don't care if I get used to 

All the things they I should do 

I hate how I'm feeling now 

It sucks when you're not around 

Hiding away was something 

That I only did when I was a child 

Until now 

I've been looking around 

Wondering how, I could still 

Believe and allow 

Myself to drown 

I got used to you in a lucid place 

In a perfect time, with a certain face 

I'd be lucky if I could ever find 

A reason not to shut myself down 

Right now 

They say come tomorrow you'll finally realize what you needed today 

I know 

Faking my way through motions just a person whose emotions 

Have frayed 

It shows 

Like a massive stone that I leave alone 

On my chest it takes every breath away 

I'd be lucky if I could ever find 

A reason not to feel so alone 

I won't 

Could you tell me all your reasons? 

Could you leave them here tonight? 

Could you break these walls? 

To take me home to another kind 

Of life 

That's all I ever wanted 

I'm locked down to the rails 

But I stay tied, so you can ride 

In search of something else