Vanish Lyrics - Singles - Kat Von D

Vanish in the world around me 

Leaving ash and bone 

My crown of thorns that shows no mercy 

But its my own 

I grace these walls with all my failures 

What have I become? 

I think its time for my forgiveness 

Lick these wounds to heal 

Im losing faith, the silent poison 

Pain Id like to feel 

I know its time 

Lay down, surrender 

Someone take control 

Cause Im afraid to love 

Cause Im afraid Ill leave 

Im living with these lies 

That only I believe 

And I dont want to walk 

But I dont want to run 

Cause Im afraid of failing 

In front of everyone 

Hold me down and hurt my feelings 

I wont do the same 

Ill cry in silent disappointed 

Taking all the blame 

But darkest hour always finds me 

Pulling far away 

Cause Im afraid to win 

Cause I dont wanna lose 

And Im afraid of falling 

Under harsh review 

And Im afraid to live 

And Im too tired to try 

I hide behind these shadows 

Turn off all the lights 

This never ending longing feeling 

Waiting to be loved 

I still believe in In forever 

But it never comes 

Im afraid to love 

Cause Im afraid Ill leave 

Im living with these lies 

That only I believe 

And Im afraid to walk 

But I dont wanna run 

And Im afraid of hurting 

Myself and everyone