I Thought About Killing You Lyrics - Kanye West

I know, I know, I know, I know, know 

I know, I know, I know, I know, know 

I, I know it, I know it 

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest 

Today I seriously thought about killing you 

I contemplated, premeditated murder 

And I think about killing myself 

And I love myself way more than I love you, so 

Today I thought about killing you 

Premeditated murder 

You'd only care enough to kill somebody you love 

The most beautiful thoughts are always inside the darkest 

(Mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhmm) 

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Just say it out loud to see how it feels 

People say "don't say this, don't say that" 

Just say it out loud, just to see how it feels 

Weigh all the options, nothing's off the table 

Today I thought about killing you 

Premeditated murder 

I think about killing myself 

And I, I love myself way more than I love you 

The most beautiful thoughts are always besides the darkest 

(Mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhm—mhmm) 

I think this is the part where I'm supposed to say something good 

To compensate it so it doesn't come off bad 

But sometimes I think really bad things 

Really, really 

Really bad things 

Photos 

And I love myself way more than I love you 

See, if I was trying to relate it to more people 

I'd probably say I'm struggling with loving myself 

Because that seems like a common theme 

But that's not the case here 

I love myself way more than I love you 

And I think about killing myself 

So, best believe, I thought about killing you today 

Premeditated murder 

I called up my loved ones, I called up my cousins 

I called up the Muslims, said I'm 'bout to go dumb 

Get so bright it's no sun, get so loud I hear none 

Screamed so loud got no lungs, hurt so bad I go numb 

Time to bring in the drums, that prrt-pum-pum-pum 

Set the Newtone on 'em, set the nuke off on 'em 

I need coconut rum, I taste coke on her tongue 

I don't joke with no one, they'll say he die so young 

I done had a bad case of too many bad days 

Got too many bad traits 

Used the floor for ashtrays 

I don't do shit halfway, I'ma clear the cache 

I'ma make my name last, put that on my last name 

It's a different type of rules that we obey 

Ye, Ye, Ye season, nigga, we obey 

We was all born to die, nigga DOA 

Niggas say they hero, mhm 

I don't see no cape 

Mhm, I don't see no, mhm, yeah 

I don't see no, mhm, mhm 

If I wasn't shining so hard, wouldn't be no shade 

Buckwheat ass nigga, it's 'gon be otay 

Young nigga shit, nigga, we don't age 

I thought I was past my Deebo ways 

Even when I went broke 

I ain't break 

How you gon' hate? Nigga, we go way back 

To when I had the braids and you had the wave cap 

Drop a pimp of the fade and I'm on my way ASAP 

Don't get socked in the mouth 

You know homie don't play that 

Pay the fire marshal bill 

'Cause this shit done got way packed 

They wanna see me go ape (ape, ape) 

All you gotta do is speak on Ye 

All you gotta do is speak on Ye 

Don't get your tooth chipped like Frito-Lay