Mixed Emotions Lyrics - Kamchatka

Sometimes I wish 

I wasn't born. 

Mixed emotions 

about being here. 

My thoughts just keep spinning. 

Can't think clear. 

It's not that I don't want to 

keep things real. 

But it's hard. 

So hard. 

So hard to feel free. 

I wanna talk to people. 

Be someones friend. 

But I can't stand this pressure. 

Try hard to stay sane. 

As I meet you in the street 

my head will turn down. 

I would wanna get out of there. 

Wouldn't wanna be found. 

Oh, it's hard. 

So hard. 

So hard to feel free.