Comatose Lyrics - Settle Down - Julia Nunes

I down cups of sludge 

And stay up forever 

'Cause I'm too afraid of what happens 

When I fall asleep 

Can't drift away 

If you keep on holding tight 

Trust me, it's not worth the fight 

Baby I swear that 

I don't really know if I'm lying to you 

Or hiding the truth from myself 

And I'm sorry I'm not 

But you deserve to feel dumb 

If you thought I was somebody else 

I know that you checked my pulse 

To see if I was freaking out 

'Cause you were freaking out 

But I remain comatose 

From coast to coast 

'Cause everyone I care about 

Is miles away 

Can't figure out the words to say 

That I made a mistake 

It's not my fault 

If I can't see 

How you could fall so easily 

And I am never going to be 

What you saw inside of me 

I'm thinking of 

Reasons not to love you 

Ways I can push you away 

And it's safe to assume 

When you step in this room 

You should thank your stars for everyday 

I don't really know if I'm lying to you 

Or hiding the truth from myself 

And I'm sorry I'm not 

But you deserve to feel dumb 

If you thought I was somebody else