I'm Sorry Lyrics - Joyner Lucas

Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong 

Because I'm not like you 

Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze 

Tell me how about you? 

I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead 

I hide behind my youth 

No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind 

Step inside my shoes 

Cause I've never been happy with myself 

And I don't need no one feeling bad for me 

Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me 

Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me 

Behind closed doors 

Just close the door, let me be by myself 

Just me and myself 

I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die 

I wanna see for myself 

And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else 

But I'm depressed as fuck 

Stressed as fuck 

Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs 

I mean, I need extra love 

And that ain't even enough 

'Said that ain't even enough 

And where the fuck is God? (God, god) 

Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough 

And today we gonna see if he's real 

And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell 

Look, I ain't wanna die like this 

I ain't picture my life like this 

They don't know what it's like like this 

Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this 

And laugh like you 

Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you 

Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo 

Or would you feel lost without me? 

Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me 

And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish 

Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings 

I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams 

I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend 

And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit 

Okay, the day I was nine 

I've been tired of being bullied, cuz, stay out the fire 

Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time 

And damn it, look at me now, fuck 

Fuck, pens runnin' out 

Shit, fu- *sigh* 

*scrapping paper* 

Look, just know it's a new day 

But if you reading this 

Then it's probably too late! *gunshot* 

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Just make sure you tell my family 

It's okay, I'm sorry 

But it's too late, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry 

But I can't stay, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

Just make sure you tell my family 

It's okay, I'm sorry 

But it's too late, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry 

But I can't stay, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

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I hope you got what you wanted 

I hope you finally happy 

It's too late for you 

Been going out of my mind 

You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you 

I hope you hear me, goddamn it 

Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you 

I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark 

I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart 

But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault 

How could you? 

Maybe it's my fault 

I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing 

Maybe I should have been more of an influence 

I can't believe that you're dead, I fu- 

I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it 

But I'll forever be attached to you, damn 

Part of me feels bad for you 

A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you 

And I don't mean to be insensitive 

But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit 

You took the easy way out 

Goddamn it, you dead 

I mean, look what you did 

I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish? 

Nigga, how could you be so selfish? 

Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless 

I wonder what God thinks 

I hope you in God's place behaving yourself 

Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself) 

Look, I really feel lost without you 

I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you 

And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish 

Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings 

And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen 

I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes 

I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out 

I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out 

I wish I could hear you now 

Is your soul missing? 

I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different? 

Tell me what death is like 

Was it meant for you, brodie? 

Did the heaven support it? 

Are you fucking happy now? 

Did you get what you wanted? 

Isn't this what you wanted? 

I feel the temperature falling 

And you've been suicidal back day you were nine? 

Yeah, even back then, you was nine 

We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire 

Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time 

And damn it, look at you now 

Shit, but it's a new day 

And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late 

FUCK 

Just make sure you tell my family 

It's okay, I'm sorry 

But it's too late, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry 

But I can't stay, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

Just make sure you tell my family 

It's okay, I'm sorry 

But it's too late, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry 

But I can't stay, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

Just make sure you tell my family 

It's okay, I'm sorry 

But it's too late, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry 

But I can't stay, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

Just make sure you tell my family 

It's okay, I'm sorry 

But it's too late, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me 

I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry 

But I can't stay, I'm sorry 

So much weighing on me