Ordinary Love Shit Pt 4 (keep Running) Lyrics - Joe Budden

Tell me how long are we suppose to act like this? 

We won't never get on track like this 

How can I ever tell you how I feel if you react like this? 

You call me over here to talk not get attacked like this 

It's funny 

Got your track shoes on but what you running from 

Shit I know where you going and where you coming from 

That's immaturity showing, its just the baby in you 

One of the reasons why I never put a baby in you 

Tired of hearing how you'll never trust me again 

How you love me, then you hate me, then you love me again 

One minute I'm your soul-mate then it's fuck me again 

Until you get horny enough and wanna fuck me again 

But check it 

I just wanna treat you good and do better 

You think I'm running around trying to be the hoods Hugh Heffner 

Saying I'm all about hoes, when I'm all about you 

Even when I'm with my hoes, I tell them all about you 

Say that's just one reason I keep losing you 

I don't understand it, that shit is confusing too 

You left me, I'm doing me, you doing you 

So what the fuck is me doing me have to do with you 

How dare you tell me its tougher for you? 

Like I don't hear about them niggas you fucking with too 

I had never knew you thought like that (damn) 

Who knew you was into sports like that 

More prayers because they all players 

You out there having a ball, player 

Ball player after ball player 

I mean you with the ball players more than ball players 

Hope they ain't fucking you and making you they ball-player 

Come to me, I just get a hard time 

Why they give one to you, is this what you wanna do? 

With me you get an attitude, you get all stuck up 

Start calling me a fuck up until I tell you shut the fuck up 

Yeah 

But the part I don't respect is 

You so cool with every other one of your exes 

Its history between us, all ain't right either 

Back and forth domestic, all they flights [?] 

Be wanting you close to me 

Supposedly, you say you over me 

That just comes across as a joke to me 

Because you ain't got the kind of love that expires 

Worst case, you'll get tired, tell your friends I'm a liar 

Tried therapy when we felt it going sour 

That's 400 dollars every hour 

For him to come and mediate, referee, be our interpreter 

Tell me I need to lower my voice, don't curse at her 

Says she's only frustrated because I keep hurtin' her 

Tell me despite all that, he can tell that I worship her 

Soon as you let your guard down, I get it up again 

Fixing it is too much work, so I give up again 

But I wanna spend the rest of my life with you 

Make a wife with you, make it alright with you 

But how are you ever suppose to think that I'm right for you 

When all I ever do is treat you like a recyclable 

Disgraceful and you want me to chase you 

But its easier for me to replace you 

Because I see it like 

If you can't deal with what we go through 

I got bitches lined up, I got an ego too 

And to them I'm everything 

Funny, I'm great and I'm charming 

But to you I'm alarming, all I do is bring harm in 

To you, I'm the cause of all your misery 

Of course I disagree, you going off our history 

All that arguing just ain't my style 

Because that anger now got us like strangers now 

You tell me I should get help and I'm sick in the head 

You found make up on the sheets, I had a bitch in our bed 

But wait, I ain't love her though, I ain't fuck her though 

I could dead that bitch right now man, fuck that ho 

You just think I'll get another and another ho 

Way you talk to me its like I got a whole club of hoes 

But I could switch gears, make them all disappear 

You going through my phone like I got a bitch in there 

We discussing chicks after they through 

They don't matter to me, but for some reason they matter to you 

We keep having the same threesome 

But not kind of come as a blessing - nah 

You keep bringing up my last girl 

Like she ain't my past girl like you ain't the reason she present 

Check it 

You ain't gotta worry about me and her 

If I wanted to be with her I would be with her 

Yeah we hung together 

Strip clubs had fun together 

But that's done, don't sweat her 

You the only one I wanna do a bid with 

Live with, share my last name, have kids with 

Can't be understated anytime we ever dated 

You compare me in your head to some nigga you created 

I'm a long way from perfect, I got shit with me 

Still I want you to love me unconditionally 

9 Years in, I don't deserve what you giving me 

Like you get a victory by acting like a dick to me 

Want me to see how it feels, I get the trickery 

Lesson learned though, you my missing piece 

Give another chance to your ex 

You don't pick up the phone, you don't answer my texts 

Bitch 

We ain't give it all that we got 

Still ain't empty the clip, lets give it one more shot 

Or 

We can go ahead on our own 

I need you I can't do this alone 

(But you keep running away)