If I Gotta Go Lyrics - Padded Room - Joe Budden

If I gotta go 

Can anybody tell me where? 

And if I gotta go 

Does anybody even care? 

Lo look look, we gon' party like it's one nine nine nine 

Somethin' triggers makin' my mind design crime 

When at times my minds fine inclined to find dimes 

Resigned from prime time 

I need my stars to align when signs say they benign 

Tell whoever cares if a stray happens to hit me 

I need to take all the money I made with me 

If I'm heaven bound I'll put a hole in every turncoat 

If hell bound I'm poppin' shit through the inferno 

My jargon is I'm an arsonist 

Since eleven when I found out what arson is 

Look at me, fully styled in that foreign whip 

I get a high from it, love that Johnny Carson shit 

I got fascination for the aggravation 

Shoot 'em or [Incomprehensible] I love the fabrication 

Waitin' on a antidote but I lack the patience, so 

On the second thought, got my own vaccination 

If I gotta go 

Can anybody tell me where? 

And if I gotta go 

Does anybody even care? 

All I ever dream about 

It makes me wanna run and shout 

All I ever dream about 

It makes me wanna run and shout 

Problem is I'm smarter than everybody 

But too numb to show it, they too dumb to know it 

Eventually my A's turned into D's 

Eventually my O's made its way to E 

I'm tense, I'm not at ease, there's nigga's with degrees 

That ain't never made it hot nor turned up the degrees 

There's nigga's with credentials, accolades paperwork 

But couldn't figure out how to make they paper work 

Me I fight to stay alive, everyday is work 

Especially when they say there's six million ways to murk 

I wish the world was more like me 

More likely to see through the eyes that I see 

Or be tired like I be, let's hide our ID's 

There's holes in my arms untied this IV 

At times wish the world would comprehend like I do 

Know it sound like I don't wanna mend but I'd like to 

If I gotta go 

Can anybody tell me where? 

And if I gotta go 

Does anybody even care? 

Lo look look, I wonder what's behind the clouds 

Flew all over the world still I couldn't find out 

Maybe I'm normal and everybody else isn't 

Apron on over the stove in hells kitchen 

Nails bitten, failed livin' 

Another derailed mission for a nigga jail smitten 

Enough to get the pound 

If I don't like the shit around me 

Maybe I should change the shit 

That I'm around, how that sound? 

All I ever dream about 

It makes me wanna run and shout 

All I ever dream about 

It makes me wanna run and shout 

If I gotta go 

Can anybody tell me where? 

And if I gotta go 

Does anybody even care? 

All I ever dream about 

It makes me wanna run and shout 

All I ever dream about 

It makes me wanna run and shout