Keep Livin' Lyrics - Singles - Jean Grae

[Verse 1] 

I'm feeling numb 

Thinking of changing my name to Crystal Meth 

Playing this game 

Holding my mic like a pistol 

Aiming at death 

But I love nobody 

Alone in this world that's how I came in it 

But shit could flash and reverse the same in a minute 

I don't even love life no more 

My niggas, I just live it 

And I don't love love 

All the hurting is infinite 

I cry myself to sleep sometimes 

Wept a gallon of tears 

From malice, divorced mates to lost peers 

Drowning in a haze of smoke and glasses that never ran empty 

Bottles of So-Co 

Cheap vodka and twenty; twenty 

Spending my pennies for thoughts 

On quarts of henneything 

Got none pain like the movie have plenty 

Like a shotgun, double barrel fully loaded ready to blow 

I wanna turn around and aim at myself 

Been failing my health 

I hardly even eat no more 

My lunch is munchies from the corner store 

Tropical fantasy 

Me and my family 

Me and my niggas used to be tight 

And now we see each other on the block with no pounds 

And keep it moving you gotta move on 

I know I'm doing it right 

I'm still living hustling life, still here 

[Hook] 

For all my niggas that smoke a pack a day 

For all my niggas hold the bottle drink the pain away 

What type of life is this 

For all my niggas that getting the cash 

And all my niggas that chill on the av 

Lets keep living 

For all my niggas drink the pain away 

For all my niggas smoke a pack of Newports a day 

What type of life is this 

For all my niggas that getting the cash 

And all my niggas that chill on the av 

Lets keep living 

[Verse 2] 

Grew up as a child of an alcoholic 

Sister to schizophrenic 

And already inherited one and they both are genetic 

When sun falls I gets no sleep 

Nights are filled with party and bullshit 

Bacardi and full clips 

Just to deal with it 

Got a full heart 

But don't feel with it no more 

I have fury of woman who's scorned 

Just live my life like the X-Files and trust nobody 

Forgetting everyone 

Now I'm just forgetting the money 

Funny how shit can change and switch up fragile to rip on you 

Spent too much of my young life just trying to stitch shit up 

I'm living day-by-day now 

Every step is play by play hand to mouth 

I'm just trying to make the moments count 

Eyes weak stressing my soul 

Chest roll from a heavy smoking addict since nine 

A nicotine addict 

Devoted at it but still 

I need some kinda relief 

I quit the trees at least 

I'm learning, niggas but I'm slow at it 

Always give my motherfuckers the benefit of the doubt 

But it seems that everybody is just out for self 

I used to love her 

But now I gotta make her work for my wealth 

I gotta eat y'all 

[Hook]