Call Me Guilty Lyrics - Fearless - Jazmine Sullivan

Mom, what's the matter, Jaz? 

He did it again, he hit me 

He did what? Calm down okay, calm down 

Ima kill him 

Listen to me 

Ima kill him, I know Ima kill him, mama 

Listen to me, get your stuff and come home 

I cant come home, mama, Ima kill him, Ima do it 

I'm sitting contemplating 

Is it worth it, should I take it? 

Take that shot and change my life 

Get that glock and take his life 

Hospitals and bloody noses 

This would end all, I suppose 

That I could leave, knowing I cant leave 

So its either him or me 

Cause hes gon' kill me if I stay, I know 

Gon' kill me, he cant change, I know 

From the first time that he did it 

Made a promise that he'd quit it 

Shit, its gotten so much worse 

Don't wanna end up in a hearse 

I guess I gotta do it first 

Guess I gotta do it first 

I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin 

The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin 

And if they catch me I still ain't sorry 

If that was wrong, just call me guilty 

Cause if you knew what he did to me 

I know I would get your sympathy 

So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry 

Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty 

I did it, pulled the trigger 

It wasn't so hard, go figure 

Before I did it I said 

"This was for all the blood I shed" 

For all the women who've gone through this shit 

Can't think of what to do, this shit 

Then [Incomprehensible] 

Whose still tryna get out 

He's gon' kill you if you stay, I know 

I've been through this, so, yes, I know 

I know he promised that he'd quit it 

If you believe him, girl, forget it, shit 

You know I'm right 

Don't wanna see him take your life 

And it will only just get worse 

That's why I had to do it first 

I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin 

The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin 

And if they catch me I still ain't sorry 

If that was wrong, just call me guilty 

Cause if you knew what he did to me 

I know I would get your sympathy 

So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry 

Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty 

There's so much blood, I grab my stuff 

But before I could leave the cops busted in 

"You have the right to remain silent" 

No, I have the right to stay alive 

But guess what, I'd do it again 

He woulda killed me before I killed him 

It woulda been him up in this building 

It woulda been him fakin tears 

But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here 

I cant go back now, back now, I'm runnin 

The red and blue, cops, I hear them comin 

And if they catch me I still ain't sorry 

If that was wrong, just call me guilty 

Cause if you knew what he did to me 

I know I would get your sympathy 

So, if they catch me I still ain't sorry 

Just lock me up and call me guilty, guilty