Diamonds & Fur Lyrics - Slow Motion, Vol. 1 - Jarren Benton

God bless the dead 

I war with demons inside my head 

Now there is empty space here inside my bed 

That you missing from I went piling bread 

And I was scared of this rap shit 

So everyday I would practice 

And our relationship would then fall apart 

Now it's over now sings the fat bitch 

And you was thinking about marriage 

And I was thinking about me 

And my shit was so far from being together 

I was out here blind on these streets 

Trying to beast a rhyme over beats 

And these pussy niggas so weak 

And my city felt so lame then 

And I was stressed not getting much sleep 

And my mind was thinking so fucked up 

I put hip hop before anything 

A lost king though I was finna reign 

But for you it's something I can not explain 

And I was fighting so much disbelief 

And these pills can bring much relief 

And I just wanted to be in them flashy lights 

With them shining chains and that mink 

Preach 

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Yeah I've been on my grind 

Lately I've been losing my mind 

I pray that everything will be fine 

The sun don't always shine 

Nigga know that I'm a get mine 

They tell me that it's all about timing 

Bitch I was meant to be in them flashy lights 

And them shining chains and that fur coat and them diamonds 

Diamonds, fur coat and them diamonds 

Diamonds, fur coat and them diamonds 

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God bless the dead 

Back when [?] was by the feds 

And I was feeling so lost then 

My head was tripping over my regrets 

And you didn't even want to speak with me 

And I was feeling different frequency 

I started drinking more frequently 

And you would then loose belief in me 

And I was still chasing rap 

And you began hating that 

Cause you would bear all the burden 

And I wasn't there that's a fact 

And my dreams seemed so close to reach 

And there was I so wrong 

Cause when I realized all the hurt I caused 

I put a pistol to my dome 

Like fuck it I ain't want to live life 

And everyday was looking so dark 

So much sacrifice on this flight 

I was fighting off all of my disbelief 

And this liquor bringing so much relief 

And I just wanted to be in them flashy lights 

With them shining rings and that mink 

Preach 

Who ever knew that this here would be my life, my life, my life, my life 

I've been to heaven back trying to live this life, this life, this life, this life 

That's why everyday I'm on my grind 

Getting to the top stay on my mind 

So I'm a get rich or die tryin' 

Giving my everything as if it ain't no tomorrow