I Can't Leave A Clue Lyrics - Jandek

It's about two things 

Power and luck 

And they come from the love and knowledge 

Embrace your chances for a miracle 

You got it at your doorstep 

Just open the door 

And when it's open 

There be so much more 

Right now I have a quest 

To destroy what I did 

I wanna see the future 

I'll go through that door 

And leave my belongings 

You know how heavy they are 

I can't ever show that 

I can't ever leave 

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