Nightmares Of The Bottom (dearth 2) Lyrics - J Lethal

I been running so long, I got winded 

I need a second breath, maybe you can lend it 

Questions in my life make me pause like a red light 

Like how people do you wrong, even when you dead right 

Only got two homies, TJ and Kev 

Turned my back to the rest 'cause they crooked as nails 

You a snail in the race, and I'm a Cheetah 

I fuck, don't love, skeet, and then delete her 

I smoke another blunt, now I got no worries 

When shit gets real that's when the fake niggas scurry, yeah 

Sorry but M.O.B is apart of my psychology 

Will I ever make it to the top, shit, I don't know, probably 

And the way I see it, I'm the only one that's stopping me 

A self-made billionaire, shit that's what I'm trying to be 

Fuck fucking the world because I'm trying to fuck the universe 

I deserve my recognition because my style is just so diverse 

Climbing to the top, looking back towards the bottom 

Everybody want to be stealthy, well at least until ya spot 'em 

Breaking free of this prison cell that I call a mind-state 

I eat hooks and kill songs to increase the crime rate 

Yeah, nightmares of the bottom 

Everybody got 'em, you don't got 'em like I got 'em though 

If it's about the future, I don't even want to know 

I live life, proceed, progress, I'm tryin' to grow like a flower grow 

Even in the dungeon, I will glow 

Because I step up to the mic and make the beat start to decompose 

I rise above pressure, yeah I rap all the time 

But I think it's kind of sad how you niggas won't even get that line 

I'm wasting my time, I'm ahead of my time 

Find yo' passion, rap is mine 

If time is of the essence, you won't ever catch me wasting mine 

Just like a fine wine, I'm getting better with time 

Niggas expecting me to fall but I am too in my prime 

And I crop the bullshit out, just like a picture 

Only focused on the spotlight because I can see it's getting bigger 

When it's all said and done, they will say that I am Legendary 

First in my division, no such thing as secondary 

If I said that's it's gone happen, best believe it's gonna happen 

Got no plan B for this shit so I gotta make it rapping 

Don't worry 'bout me, 'cause I do this 

You niggas on some blonde shit, that mean you clueless 

My pain is in the past, I'm focused on the present ya'll 

No matter what they say, I stand tall and proceed to ball