Window Pain (outro) Lyrics - J. Cole

One night 

When me and my mom was about to go to bed 

All the doors was locked 

Then when I had fell asleep 

My mom had heard three gun shots 

It was to my cousin, his name was Rod 

The one that came to pick me up 

He had been shot right through the face, right in the neck 

And he got shot right in the stomach 

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I put my hand to the sky, I sing 

Grateful for the blessings you bring 

Thank you for the ones I love 

Forgive me for the times I was 

Down and confused, I know 

What I reap is what I will sow 

Once again I find myself 

Back with you from my hell 

All I ever wanted was to hear them bitches holler back 

Get some money plus respect and now look, I got all of that 

All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side 

All I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cry 

All I wanna do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrate 

All I wanna do is keep my niggas out the yellow tape 

All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side 

All I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cry 

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Right now I'm starin' out the window 

of my Range and contemplating, am I sane? 

Have I sacrificed for fame? 

My occuptation's on my brain 

Thought that I could change it all if I had changed 

But the niggas that I came up with way back is still the same 

I be tryna give 'em game like Santa did when Christmas came 

They be listenin' but it's clear to me they did not hear a thing 

It go in one ear and out the other like a bullet out the 

muzzle of a pistol shot by brothers standin' point-blank range 

Niggas bang in the Ville, I always thought that shit was strange 

How you claim blood or cuz when that was just a LA thing? 

I don't mean no disrespect towards your set, no, I'm just sayin' 

That it seem like for acceptance niggas will do anything 

Niggas will rep any gang, niggas will bust any head 

Niggas will risk everything, point him out and then he dead 

Shootin' up where his granny live, "blaow, blaow!", his granny duck 

He don't give a fuck, he's on Henny and Xanny duff 

Blowin' Tammy up, bitch, when you gon' give them panties up? 

He gon' plant a seed, but best believe he ain't man enough 

Just because yo' dick can spray semen, 

it don't mean that you ready to let go of yo' childish ways 

The results are deadly 

Because that child will suffer and that's what can most affect me 

The little girl I met this past summer said, "Don't forget me" 

I won't forget you, how could I with all you went through? 

A bullet hit yo' cousin in Temple while he was with you 

And while you was talkin', I was tearin' up, where's the tissue? 

If you was my sister then I would kiss you and tell 

you that I'm sorry for the pain you had to live through 

I know I'm blessed because yo' stress is 

realer than anything I done been through 

I put my hand to the sky, I sing 

Grateful for the blessings you bring 

Thank you for the ones I love 

Forgive me for the times I was 

Down and confused, I know 

What I reap is what I will sow 

Once again I find myself 

Back with you from my hell 

All I ever wanted was to hear them bitches holler back 

Get some money plus respect and now look, I got all of that 

All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side 

All I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cry 

All I wanna do is touch a platinum plaque and celebrate 

All I wanna do is keep my niggas out the yellow tape 

All I wanna do is see my granny on the other side 

All I wanna do is kill the man that made my momma cry 

It's not that big 

Well at least, um 

God had saved him 'cause he still alive 

So why do y'all think that bad stuff happen? 

Like why can't the world just be all nice things? 

Because God is tryna, um 

Warn-warn us or teach us a lesson that we need to learn 

Or he's tryna warn us of he's comin' back to, 

um, see us and take us home and redo the world 

He's comin' back to, um, 

have us be his children and for us to see Him for the 

first time so we can rejoice with him and have our time 

And after we do that, he's gonna restart the world