Boat Paddle Lyrics - Singles - Iwrestledabearonce

I felt the ocean breaking over my head 

I'm spinning 

A constant pressure I can't fight 

I might not make it through the night 

the night 

the night 

the night 

I was raised in a state; so much at stake, a slab of meat deteriorating 

Muscles are weak, no bone in my back, ligaments slack 

Sensations, my insides cave as they rot 

Infested in waves, take hold of my marrow and wash it away 

No bone in my back, ligaments slack, sensations, my insides cave as they rot 

I'm treading water, dreading 

the end won't numb my feeling 

I'm calling out to you, I'm begging you for help 

Because I've been given all the answers and I can't 

even help myself 

Yes, I've been given all the answers and I can't 

even help myself 

I held a glass out in my hands 

I made a fist, a consequence 

My fingertips are filled with shards 

My open palm is filled with blood 

A single drop will conjure up unspeakable creatures preserved in the salt 

Worse than darkest pools in my mind 

They float, suspended 

There is no time, no time 

I'm treading water, dreading 

the end won't numb my feeling 

I'm calling out to you, I'm begging you for help 

Because I've been given all the answers but I can't 

even help myself 

Yes, I've been given all the answers and I can't 

even help myself 

I curse the god who brought a vision as I cry for help 

an island passing and I'm reaching out for help 

because I've been given all the answers but I can't 

even help myself 

Yes, I've been given all the answers and I can't 

even help myself