You Dissolve Lyrics - Indecision

watching you like this 

tears me apart 

you regress your feelings 

the guilt is all mine 

I can't forget a feeling like it meant nothing 

torn in two as you 

regress this frustration 

this walls are closing in on me - my wrists feel so weak 

this urge never overcame me so strong 

like thorns in my eyes I hear your voice still silent in my ears 

in dreams I smile - in consciousness I cry 

what happened to the promises? 

your lies and hatred 

you shut me out 

became what you despised magnified 

I know it would hurt you but I wish I could just wake you up 

you're not waking up this time 

set yourself up for self-destruction again 

you're not waking up