Too Far Down Lyrics - Husker Du

I'm down again 

And I don't know how to tell you 

But maybe this time I can't come back 

'Cause I might be too far down 

I wish for real 

That I could turn it on and off 

Like hot and cold and up and down 

'Cause I'm down again 

I'm too far down 

I couldn't begin to smile 

Because I can't even laugh or cry 

'Cause I just can't do it 

If it was so easy to be happy 

Why am I so down? 

All I can do is sit and wonder 

If it's going to end 

Or if I should just go away forever 

When I sit and think 

I wish that I just could die 

Or let someone else be happy 

By setting my own self free 

And you don't want the emotion 

Because the taste it leaves is for real 

But nothing's ever real until it's gone 

And I might be too far down 

Is this just another thrown away 

Or is this the end of the whole stupid road? 

But you, you wouldn't wanna know how I feel anyway 

'Cause the darkest hole is at the end of the road 

I'm down again 

And I guess I'm not the only one 

Who dreams that there's not any way to tell you 

Cause I might be too far down, too far down