Suicide Dream 2 Lyrics - Love Remains - How To Dress Well

what would it mean to live a life that wasnt like this? (thats the question) 

look at a picture of my father and i look just like him (thats what im asking) 

to think about my home and not just feel the sting of a history thats brewed in a soul 

what would it mean to live a life that wasnt like this? 

when i was 5 what was happening in my life? 

and whos to pry, when everyone(s) talking/stands up and no-ones crying, now i weep 

for every s__, what was happening in my life 

and now i know, i was happy then, happy just helping my folks survive 

but in my sight, my sight, my sight 

ohh whats happening? 

every day to feel your grave 

ohh whats happening? 

every day to see your pride 

ohh whats happening? 

everyday that i was insane 

when i think about it 

you should pay for what you did 

but i really cant commit to the 

living with the stress 

character 

and you have a baby 

and you seem to be too busy 

maybe 

when i think about it 

its like theres just this weight down on my chest 

and its like theres no air 

no air, no air 

were wanted every day 

and i wait 

for snow 

Been waiting for you to sow my fate to shore 

you gotta show me 

that i wasnt in any pain and my plans were flawed 

air, no air, no air 

were wanted every day 

and i wait 

for snow 

Been waiting for you to sow my fate to shore 

you gotta show me 

that i wasnt in any pain and my plans were flawed