Constant Conflicts Lyrics - Hotel Books

I spent too much time erasing, not enough time changing 

Blurring the lines between sick and selfish 

Hoping I can grab on for just a second 

But I've learned to take what I can get 

And use the parts that makes sense 

And relent only when I meet my own death 

And find a pace I can circumvent 

When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong 

All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song 

But maybe I'm over worked because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort when I'm aching 

With this new perspective I'm finally taking 

I made this bed and I will sleep in it 

The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames of hell 

I made this bed and I will sleep in it 

Even if our honesty is building peace into a bed of nails 

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Death is not a choice and love should not be either 

I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather 

The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess 

And now I know that our complacent love is completely dead 

I will complicate this love just to feel something 

And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts 

The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I realized you are not coming back 

I will complicate this love just to feel something 

And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts 

The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I conceptualize the words I masked 

I made this bed and I will sleep in it 

The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames 

I would give up all I have just to go back home 

I dropped the breadcrumbs 

I hope you know I hate being alone 

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You used to make my mind clear 

Now your absence does instead 

I heard your dog barking in the backyard 

He only does that when you're home 

And I just hope you understand 

I never meant to grow apart 

But I knew at some point I had to grow 

I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience 

But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart 

I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions 

I conformed to what I understood to be happiness 

Or undiagnosed and self medicated approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment lead to a misconception of your beauty 

And I still can't believe that I lied to you 

Especially because when I said it 

I thought I was telling the truth 

I thought I was strong enough to carry you 

But now my mind is clear 

And I hope you hear this 

I love you