Manateen Lyrics - Horse

i feel like im becoming 

a butterfly 

or a golden bee 

my smiles like razor blades 

when i smile it cuts bloody deep 

my body is in the magazines 

my face on the tv 

my voice on the radio 

thats me in my dreams 

but when i open my eyes 

i see im a piece of SHIT! 

A WORTHLESS COWARD 

A VAPID WHORE 

A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE 

COVERED IN SORES 

A BLITHERING SEA COW 

LOST IN ITS DREAMS 

NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH 

NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL 

NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH 

wet blue world-- it fills me up 

i find im deep inside 

waves crash and i breathe water 

but i havent died 

i wont come up 

i wont come up for air 

i wont come up 

i wont come up for air 

.....and beneath the waves 

i hide my head in darker waters 

and nobody sees 

.....i cut myself 

and hope to draw you in 

but even sharks pass by 

someone please explain 

all alone im growing colder 

laughter like cancer over my shoulder 

mirrors like hatchets to the wound of my face 

you know im a complete..... 

IM A COMPLETE DISGRACE 

IM NOT A MANATEEN 

IM NOT A MANATEEN 

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE 

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE 

.....and beneath the sea 

i give up and i descend 

and im finally free 

...and in the end 

wet blue world-- fills me up 

fills me deep inside 

waves crash and i breathe water 

but i havent died 

NEVER 

WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART 

WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS 

I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART 

NEVER 

WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS 

WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS 

I WONT HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE 

I DIE 

ITS A SUICIDE 

MY BODY SWOLLWED BY A BIG BLUE VIOLANCE 

AND INTO THE ENDLESS TIDE 

i wont come up 

i wont come up 

i wont come up for air tonight 

i wont come up 

i wont come up 

i wont come up for air tonight 

cold 

and all alone 

i held my own 

but now i give up