The Diary Lyrics - Swan Songs - Hollywood Undead

Cause I don't wanna be like this 

I've been running these streets 

for too long now 

I've got nothing that's true 

but this song now 

but the further I go 

I wanna go home 

Cause I don't wanna be like this 

I've been running these streets 

for too long now 

I've got nothing that's true 

but this song now 

but the further I go 

I wanna go home 

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I fucking swear that I care 

but its hard when you stare 

into the bottom of a bottle 

that is empty and bare 

all my desolate soul 

in my desolate home 

it's my desolate role 

yeah I'm here all alone 

I can't think of a reason 

to get the fuck out of bed 

curtains closed, lights are off 

Am I alive or dead? 

I haven't shaved in a week 

I always slur when I speak 

tolerance at its peak 

another fifth just to sleep 

oh woe is me woe is me 

I guess I need love 

hoes ya see hoes ya see 

I'm just in a rut 

and I swear I'm trying baby please 

Baby don't leave 

god-damn I'm a fuck-up 

But I guess that's just me 

so I sit in my room 

and I'll cry in my bed 

thinkin about all the shit 

that made me wrong in my head 

I keep trying to climb 

but it seems so steep 

pour myself a fuckin' whisky 

and go back to sleep... bitch 

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Cause I don't wanna be like this 

I've been running these streets 

for too long now 

I've got nothing that's true 

but this song now 

but the further I go 

I wanna go home 

Cause I don't wanna be like this 

I've been running these streets 

for too long now 

I've got nothing that's true 

but this song now 

but the further I go 

I wanna go home 

I watch my momma cry 

she says 'baby why?' 

I say 'baby died, 

baby's gone like a suicide' 

I don't think you'll see him soon, mom 

stay out my room, mom 

tell daddy that I hate 

that mother fucker like you, mom 

I sing this shit for you, Danny, Sasha and Jordan 

these beers keep getting warmer 

every time that I hold 'em 

I pour this out for you 

like a partner in crime 

it's part of the times 

when you're sick in the mind 

yeah I'm sick, oh so sick 

I'm so sick of this shit 

Yeah I'm lit, oh so lit 

I'm so fucked up off it 

so I stumble around 

til I stumble fall down 

to this puddle of my tears 

laying here on the ground 

when you've got nothing left 

you've got nothing left to lose 

with my last left single breath 

I'll still be singing to you 

so when you bury me man 

you better bury me deep 

and sing along to this song 

because you're broken like me. 

Cause I don't wanna be like this 

I've been running these streets 

for too long now 

I've got nothing that's true 

but this song now 

but the further I go 

I wanna go home 

Cause I don't wanna be like this 

I've been running these streets 

for too long now 

I've got nothing that's true 

but this song now 

but the further I go 

I wanna go home 

And I wanna go back to the start 

back where we started from 

and I know it's been so long 

I was wrong, I was wrong 

I was wrong all along 

And I wanna go back to the start 

back where we started from 

and I know it's been so long 

I was wrong, I was wrong 

I was wrong all along 

Cause I don't wanna be like this 

I've been running these streets 

for too long now 

I've got nothing that's true 

but this song now 

but the further I go 

I wanna go home