Volume 4 Lyrics - Henry Rollins

I spend time searching my mind, walking blindly 

I'm a live but I don't kow why, my thoughts plague me 

Paranoia, fear and guilt, I hope I don't explode 

I'm a bomb that I can't diffuse, a gun I can't unload 

I don't listen, I don't know, man I don't care 

Talking about all the hell that you've seen, man I live there 

Talk to me and it goes right through, I never heard a word you said 

Save your breath, it's no use, you're talking to the living dead 

Bullet driven eyes 

What can you tell me 

I'm living in a nightmare 

I'm on the edge shrinking back from the ledge 

Looking out my window down upon my heritage 

Strip malls, thin walls, people paralyzed beneath the sun 

Why me why now 

I see the dirty millions and try to survive somehow