Obscene Lyrics - Henry Rollins

I'm so confused 

Can't find the line 

Between what I use and abuse 

So unreal 

How I lie and try to deny 

The things that I feel 

I'll love you and hate you both at the same time 

Heal you and hurt you and laugh as you cry 

Why I don't know 

Right at you right in you 

Right through you right past you I go 

Can't you see 

First it's him then it's her 

Then it's us then it's you 

Then it's me 

Misery, depression, elation all mine 

Refine confinement all my design 

You and me 

Pathetic we cling 

We think that we're free 

Ugly 

You and me 

You see, you see the real me 

So obscene 

Flapping wildly 

You see what I mean 

Keep away 

Can't see why you do what you do 

And say what you say