October Lyrics - Singles - Henrik Skanfors

October, I just found out I'm possessed 

and it might not stop until I rest 

Now I find it hard to sleep 

to smile, to breathe, to weep 

I hold your heavy heart in my hands 

as we start to change all our plans 

A world made again from scratch 

Life is an empty canvas with a catch 

October, I told them about the things I've seen 

so they had to take a part of me 

There's no home for our unborn child 

Let's just pray this winter is mild 

But I hear disapointment in your voice 

So we fight as if I had any choice 

Yet I know we'll end up at the start 

and the promise that death will do us part 

October, can't stand the thought I might lose this 

Your eyes and our daugther's kiss 

or your anxious hand on my cheek 

as you search for a sign I feel weak 

And now, I think my head will burst 

But I refuse to prepare for the worst 

I refuse to let it choose the day 

I refuse to let this spark of life just fade away