Disconnector Lyrics - Neon Handshake - Hell Is For Heroes

I've been looking for the questions 

To the answers 

I've been fed a banquet 

Of lies digested with a smile 

I'm a captive in a hole 

I'm gracious in defeat 

Take back the mic 

Turn off the light I stole 

You're the captain of your soul 

The master of your fate 

I dreamt of being like you 

So pure so clean so whole 

I just need one more chance 

To rinse my eyes 

And wash away my blindness 

Wash away my sadness 

Wash away my dependence 

Wash away my fear 

My fear, my fear, my fear 

So I can give myself protection 

When you put me down 

I can deal with disconnection 

When I hit the ground 

I get resistance to the infection 

That you spread around 

So I can declare my independence 

It's been so long so high 

This wall I've climbed 

So green so blue so real surreal 

I'm home, I'm dry, I'm free 

I'm free, I'm free 

I've washed my hands off future