Why Did I Decide To Stay? Lyrics - Heatmiser

kept my coat on 

while you put your empty arms around me 

kept my shirt on 

and wrestled my memory down 

when i put my arm around you 

i had to hold my mand in place 

i didn't move to keep you from feeling chased 

dropping off 

you smile easy 

what was i supposed to say? 

hits the ground 

and it dies easy 

why did i decide to stay? 

looks like i should forget you now 

underneath the covers i'm not naked 

maybe you were never next to me 

does all recorded history start tomorrow morning? 

did you forget or were your kisses my final warning? 

a spent bullet brought me down 

add me to the list you stopped with blanks 

or how about a rundown of the top 100 

where do i rank 

did i even make the list 

or did i make a big mistake?