Wish You Could See Me Lyrics - Singles - Haystak

I wish you could see me crying like a baby 

Grieving not believing he's on a machine keeping him breathing 

He aint leaving hell naw he's staying right here 

Hoping Im dreaming caught up in a nightmare 

Emergency technicians cut him out his clothes 

So they could see tha bullet holes put tubes up his nose 

I suppose I'm suppose to be strong but damn that 

My boy was supposed ta live longer 

I'm remminesn bout drinking brews and smoking blunts 

Prayed for the first time in months 

God I know you cannot allow this madness to go on for so long 

But I think you proved you point were going to live right for now on 

His momma helped to tell me his fight was incredible 

But it's inevitable if he makes it he'd be a vegetable 

Raised nurtured him too much love 

Too sit and watch him hurt so him pulling tha plug 

I walked in seen him laying there 

Looked like he was sleeping lights was blinking machines wasn't beeping 

It was just me my homie had flat lined 

So I hugged him told him I loved him For tha last time 

I wish you could see me 

I wish you could see me 

Wish you could see me 

I wish you could see me 

Cruel intentions complicating doom 

Pulling for my partner in tha operating room 

Sewed him up put him in I.C.U 

The doctor told his family thieve done all they can do 

We had high hopes just knowing he'd pull through 

But he got this look on his face like he just knew 

He might not be able to come back 

I said squeeze my hand if you feel me he didn't react 

So that's one more homie that we lost to the late night 

Kill tha head light pull up at tha grave sight 

We were there twenty minutes seemed like forever it lasted 

His brother broke down his moms collapsed on tha casket 

See tha caretaker throw the first shovel of dirt 

I cant begin to describe how much that hurt 

I can begin to describe I aint going pretend 

I can't begin to describe that 

I wish you could see me 

I wish you could see me 

Wish you could see me 

I wish you could see me 

In this game I don't lost some money but I can make my N's back 

I done lost some homies but ill never get my friends back 

Thick and thin we thought it wouldn't end 

But we were wrong son life does not go on 

Alone he died, He's strong I tried 

But even grown men cry sometime no sunshine 

Just gray skies tear filled eyes sad goodbyes 

Visualize my homies ride,?before he died he said 

Be patient it'll happen god aint calling you to balling 

Stak you is meant for rapping be in shape 

For your life to end you wound up in the Penn 

For a mistake missed your big break 

So now Im trying not to die myself 

Choose my goals go for the gold and apply myself 

I felt pain for henrysI stained middle ones hurt worst 

I see us putting you in the hearse 

The redwood casket all gold trim 

Three piece pin strip gators and brim 

I can here him saying straighten up, you got music to tend to 

Tell the country how we made good all that bad we been through 

I wish you could see me 

I wish you could see me 

Wish you could see me 

I wish you could see me 

Ohhhhh 

I wish you I just wish you 

Could just see me man I just miss you 

And I just wish you could be with me cause 

I miss you and words can't describe the pain 

That I have felt since you have been gone 

Since you've been gone long, long, long, gone 

Ohhh I wish you could see me